Inspired by miss Bria. Who was inspired by someone else, who was inspired by someone else… and so on and so forth.

I was going to do this in February, despite there only being 28 days in the month, but then I decided that I would do it in March. There are 31 days in March, yes, but ifΒ I do this every day in March (that’s the plan), the final one is ON MY BIRTHDAY. And it’s a good one to end with. A good birthday gift. πŸ™‚

Day 01 β†’ Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 β†’ Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 β†’ Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 β†’ Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 β†’ Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 β†’ Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 β†’ Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 β†’ Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 β†’ Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 β†’ Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 β†’ Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 β†’ Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 β†’ A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 β†’ A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 β†’ Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 β†’ Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 β†’ A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 β†’ Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 β†’ What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 β†’ Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 β†’ (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 β†’ Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 β†’ Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 β†’ Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 β†’ The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 β†’ Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 β†’ What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 β†’ What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 β†’ Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 β†’ A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Question: Why are we starting off with a negative? I’ve had a HUGE influx of positive-ness this weekend (babysitting four adorable kids on Friday, visiting with family on Saturday, hanging out with little kids and Freshmen on Sunday, and MORE VIEWS and a bunch of positive comments on posts.). I’m not sure I want to focus on a negative. But I’m going to.

Ohhhh, how easy this one is.

I am so. negative.

All. the. time.

I am negative.

I hate myself.

And I hate that I hate myself.

I hate that I am so negative.

I hate that I’m always putting myself down, comparing myself to others,Β can never think of a positive thing about myself.Β 

I hate it.

I’m working on it (the blog is kinda helping), but it’s tough. When you’ve done something for so long, it’s a habit that’s hard to break.

Now, that doesn’t mean that I can’t stop being negative, it just means I have to work at it. And just this weekend, thanks to a lovely new acquaintance, I’ve been reminded of this fact.


And now I have to try to type a paper. That’s due in 40 minutes. I forgot about it until last night when I was rereading blogs posts. Hah. I can always email it to the professor later today after I finish it… Yay, college profs. πŸ™‚