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Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like ****.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough *** days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.


Honestly, this blog has helped me a lot.

I used to journal every day, and then somehow fell out of it.

Being able to share my feelings with other people who’ve maybe gone through the same experiences?

I think it’s been life-changing, if not life-saving.

It’s so nice to get feedback, especially positive feedback.

What’s crazy about today is that we had a missionary from Colombia come visit this past week.

She interned at our youth group when she was in seminary, and a year later, felt God calling her to missions in Colombia.

She’s been there for the last 24 years.

She came to speak in our Sunday school time, and it was awesome.

She shared that God puts you where your giftedness is, both in talent (art, writing, whatever) and in spiritual giftedness.

She shared a story of how she’d seen children praying adults–I cried at the photos.

She said that God will confirm a calling through other people.

If it happens more than once (kinda like described here :)), God is determined.

She said that fears & doubts are not from God, and that God captures every thought.

She said (and I’d read this somewhere before) that Satan is not creative.

She said that there are no end to the cahnces (as in, with God giving you second chances or something).

She said that often, we are our own worst enemies.

She spoke again during our second service (she spoke first service too) and mentioned a lot of the same ideas.

It was a great Sunday morning.

I cried.

No joke.

And then I hung out with YP, K, and L.

At Subway + Wal-Mart.

Because it’s tradition.

It was really great, actually: I asked YP before Sunday school what he was doing after church, and he goes, “Uh… going to Subway with you and L and K? :D” And then after service he was asked by some of the youth if they could go out to lunch and he said something like, “I actually have a standing date with my girls.”

So. Cute.

So we went to eat (and talked about my stupid speech teacher) and then wandered around Wal-mart and helped him shop.

And then L & K hung out with me for a little bit before K had to go back to school and L had to go do homework.

Then I decided to eat a Dove chocolate, and guess what it said?

It’s never too late for a fresh start.


Talk about a kick in the pants.


Overall, best thing going for me is this + feedback, and today was a good day. 🙂

On another positive note, I’m going’ out for pizza tonight with my small group girls.

And I get to sleep in my own bed tonight!

AND it’s my birthday in three days, on the same day that I finish this 30 Days series.

Wheeeeeeeeee! Hahaha. 🙂