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Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like ****.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough *** days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Believe it or not, I’ve thought about this.

If I were to get pregnant now, at (nearly) 20, I think I’d give the baby(ies) up for adoption.

I don’t think I’m in a place financially or emotionally right now to be able to take care of a child.

No matter if it was due to rape or my own decision to have sex.

I highly doubt that I would make the decision to have sex right now, but you never know.

And rape is a possibility.

Either way, I would not resort to abortion. I just couldn’t do that.

If I didn’t want to raise the baby (or babies), I would give it (them) up for adoption.

Probably an open adoption, because I would want to keep up with his/her/their growth and activities and things.

I wouldn’t want him/her/them to think their mother had given up and didn’t care about them.

I’m not even sure I want children. Right now, I know that I’m not ready for the responsibility. We’ll see what happens as time goes on, but first I have to find the right guy…