Oops. It’s been almost a week since my last post.
I get so sad when people whose blogs I follow haven’t posted in a while, and now I’m doing it.
I just haven’t had a whole lot to write about.
I’ve started several posts that have ended up in my Drafts section (which is actually kind of handy) and never been finished.
But today I actually have something to talk about.
Three years ago, my best friend died.
I miss her a lot.
But I know that she’s in a better place that cannot compare to here.
And I’ll see her again eventually.
But it’s hard.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if she was still here.
I wonder if we’d talk a lot.
If I’d text/call her when I’m stressed. (I just realized I don’t have her old number in my new phone. :()
If she’d come visit me randomly for weekends or something.
If we’d go on roadtrips.
If I wouldn’t be as stressed because she’d be supportive.
There are a lot of “what-if”s.
But it doesn’t do me any good to dwell on them, really. Does it? =\
I miss your laugh, your smile, your voice, your generosity.
I miss hugging you and talking to you.
I miss your advice, and your funny comments.
I wish I remembered your voice better.
I wish I could remember more of our fun adventures.
I wish you were still here.
But you’re in Heaven with Jesus and eventually I’ll be there with you having even better adventures.
I love you, best friend.