It’s been about a month since my last post.
I’ve been busy and lazy.
I moved in at school yesterday Friday.
This year was not quite as bad as last year, crying-wise.
This was a thing I wrote on my Tumblr yesterday Friday.
Sometimes I regret transferring instead of coming in as a freshman.
I’ve missed out on a lot of apparently cool things.
But I wasn’t ready Freshman year.
I just wasn’t.
Transferring in last year was tough enough.
I have a feeling coming in as a Freshman would’ve been harder for me. Personally.
I would’ve been way more nervous and homesick as a Freshie than I was as a Junior—and I was nervous and homesick as a Junior, let me tell you.
I cried nearly the entire day I was moving in.
I was grateful that my roommates weren’t around and that people left me alone while I unpacked.
Freshman year, I probably would’ve bawled and begged to go home.
And although this is a Christian campus, staying at home and going to the church I grew up at was probably better for me than trying to come into a new church where I know no one.
You know?
But it has gotten better.
This year, I didn’t cry until my parents left, and then only a little.
Progress.
Maybe this means that next year, when I (hopefully) have a job and a place of my own, I won’t cry at all when my parents leave.
So it does get better.
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This weekend’s been fine.
Boring, but that’s typical of my weekends.
My roommates decorated today yesterday.
I mean, half their room had already been pretty decorated, but one of them went out and bought some stuff today yesterday.
So we decorated the living room and kitchen.
I get to go home next weekend!
Because it’s Labor Day and we don’t have school Monday.
Except I work.
But. Oh well.
Anyway, when I go home next weekend I’m going to bring some stuff back with me.
Decorations for my room (pictures and maybe some other stuff) and the books I left behind.
So that’s a thing.
My roommates are fine.
I met them once this spring, so I kind of knew a little bit about them already.
But they’re fun.
M went and bought a fish along with the other stuff and she and L have named him Oliver.
So there’s that.
And school starts on Monday tomorrow.
Last night was really interesting.
Most interesting first meeting ever.
One of L & M’s friends came over last night and things were really weird.
Interesting, and kind of awkward.
But I survived it.
I have a feeling this year is going to be very interesting.